Well it is 9am on an absolutely beautiful Sunday morning. The sky is so blue, the sun is shining and there is a thin layer of glistening snow on the ground, The trees are bare and life seems inexistant... Stunning.

I'm sitting here pondering my life actually. What better day to do it than one as magnificent as this?

I haven't had football in two weeks. That is a very sad thing for me. However, today the Pats are going to make up that one sunday 'no-football' gap between the Conference and Superbowl by taking this one home. I guess if the Red Sox didn't do it, the Patriots will.

Church is going to be cool. We're doing this baptism thing. So soon I will be baptized.. When I was a baby, my parents had be baptized Roman Catholic. However, I that Catholic views of salvation and worship are severely warped. It is really weird. They pray mechanically sometimes.. Hail Mary? Honestly, she was never supernatural, she was just a girl. Praying to her is not going to get you ANYTHING, not forgiveness, zero. She is dead and she isn't coming back. Why not pray to someone (Trinity) who is coming back for you? When I went to the catholic church, I never knew that you could know if you were going to heaven or not. All the people would say was "you're a sinner".. OH YEAH? Well what can I do about it? Thanks. Preaching that you can't know if you're going to heaven or not is bull. It's only for people who haven't truely accepted Christ as their Savior. That's the only way, Chrysta I think you know this kind of stuff.. And Steph V fo' shizle. Pray to someone who is COMING BACK for you. My only defense is that this has changed my life. Even in the worst of times, when I am so depressed or angry or saddened.. I am somehow still happy. I know where I am going. I don't have to worry about the future. I'm not scared to die, either. All I can do now is try to do my best in all I do, try to resist temptation, be good to those I love and love those I would normally hate. Try to do the best with what God has been so good to give me. Try do obey and do what he wants, which is hard... Hmm.

Oh, but my point is.. LOL! You can't be baptized if you don't believe. So everyone who *thinks* they're good with G-O-D because they tossed water on you when you were born? Nah.